date
ok so today i went out for a date. watched cinderella man and had lunch. the food was good.
lets make a list.
good points:
1. rich
2. medicine student
3. funny
4. can speak bengali
5. has similar tastes with me.
bad points:
1. too rich (difficult to relate)
2. too buzy
3. too wild
4. drinks
5. pole dances(omg!)
6. never paid back my change.
an escapade
nassar was waiting at pasir ris mrt and to get into his car i had to buy him a 1 dollar wafer icecream!
crazy mat.
we saw nurul on our way. she was walking towards downtown east.
we waited for iskandar. he came late.
so there we were. me nurul nassar iskandar. escape theme park.
the rides were intense. had a great time screaming and screaming. and i tell you something. i didnt even open my eyes inside the haunted house for even a single sec. someone was touching me. may be one of the ghosts. i was screaming without even seeing anything. in theme parks you dont really need any reason to scream anyways.
exhausting; i must say.
but it was a very entertaining afternoon.
now i still feel the motions of the rides inside my head.
from The Ridge.
i like.
I was there, somewhereI was there,
Somewhere
Unaware
That you were there
Not afar, not away
Not in the woods, or by the bay
But right here, this way
Amongst my thoughts you lay
The drop touched me, brought by the rain
The whistle came from the train
A musical note, a lone strain
Dwelled in each laughter, every pain
Through the trees, the sun shone
The breeze called out with a soft moan
The mountains, the trees, the leaves and the stone
All beckoned me to listen to their tone
Heavens hinted
The stars glinted
The message was imprinted
In everything ever minted
But i was there,
Somewhere
Unaware
That you were there
Not listening,
Not concentrating
Only missing
The signs of your calling
But now i have found you
Discovered you
Realised you
In me and you
I now hear the birds come and know when they flew
I hear the rains come and adorn grass-blades with dew
I see the sky change from orange to white, a deeper
Blue
And in everything, i know it's you
Its you who were there, right from the start
Its you who were there, in each piece of your art
Of you i know, i was always a part
I now know you in my soul, in my heart
I am now here
Aware
That you are here
Right here, always here
BY NARESH KUMAR
nobin-boron
nobin boron was nice and fun. credit goes to shabnam as well for such a nice presentation.
there wer cute guys. haha. nicer.
the food was good.
anita was telling me shabnam would get a bf after this..ahem i mean she would be approached more freq.:)
i really wanted to wear a sari. but i thought i would be the only one wearing such. so i didnt.
and guess what? they did wear!
argh. missed.
i dont know whats up with this blog timing. the date is always correct but the time is not.
weird. even if i set it correctly it just goes back to something of its own wish.
double-o
so i finally gave in to hui jing's enthuasism.
we decided to go to devil's bar.
as a preparation we went through an intense 3hrs make-up putting session. i wonder how many of the tutors and studio peeps caught glances of what was going on inside dds.
i pray none. if they did wonder what possibly they might have thought.
devils bar.
we paid for the locker. 5 mins. we took out our stuffs. we left.
there were too many apeks there.
losers.
next stop. rouge.
not ladies night.
big losers.
we reached double-o. it was cool and funky (helmer's version). 1045pm
we sat there for a while and i had a "3buks orange juice".
the smoke was really getting onto me. no one was dancing. it was too early. we decided to leave partially because of me. they didnt really want to. sorry friends.
i wasnt used to it.
we left at 1130.
biggest losers.
i was surprised to see how many malay peeps were workign there. specially girls.
anyways getting back to huijing's idea of getting out of depression by clubbing didnt really work much for me. momentarily may be.
but now i am more depressed.
but i had a wonderful time with my friends for sure.
nurul. jing. amanda. cheryl.
cheers with my "3buks orange juice" . that was cheap!
lately almost nothing is going well for me...
"everything and everyone seems to betray me".. a quote taken from my handwritten diary.. dated 27th sept 2000..
ok i take my comment back..a bit less foolish child..since the comment fits me perfectly now.
may be that is the reason why the sudden urge to start the blog..
series of undesirable events.
fong sheng agrees. we had a chat the other night when we went for the nite fishing.
something happened today regarding my ex. somthing happens everyday. but today was bad.
saddening.
can u tolerate my whining for a while please..atleast until i get outta this mess..
i want a "happy happy" kind of blog too.
huijing wanted to bring me to devils bar tonight..she says clubbing is the way out of depression! i will just forget everything.
true?
i dont know.
i never tried.
a joke for u before i go..
No Returns
I don't know where you got your face from, but i hope you have the receipttata
begining of the story in the story
oh well..the title is a crap..i never liked to put down titles..even in primary school often forgot to write down essay titles..
the first thing that my friends would tell me after getting to know about this blog is..u soo free ah?
expected.
i have been trying to start a new blog for quite a while..u have any idea where my last blog was at? diaryland!! haha..oh well it was almost 5 years back..and of course i didnt continue..but looking back at that makes me amused thinking how childish my thoghts were! and as a teen i always had those poetic kind of diaries( bla!) haha..full of tears and laughters and grudges..foolish kid...may be 10 years later i would repeat these looking back at what i am writing now.
foolish kid!
